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Grandmother

Six years old.
Traveling—
Alone—
(a great distance)
From the wide open prairie
To the land of borders
And boarders.
Nothing of Her own.
Nothing of Her native home.
This new language—
An assault to the ears, —
Like marbles in Her mouth.
Her Lakota language
Receding to the back of Her mind,
A faint whisper from
Her tetonwan ancestors.

 

i wonder
how long
          it took Her dreams
to turn to english

 

i wonder
how long
          it took Her
to feel the shame
of existing

 

my aunt told me
She lived Her life
          an enemy
in Her own skin

 

my mother told me
we still have land
           a piece of Her
home

 

but all is dust

 

my Grandmother
She wrote me every week
but She told me
                         nothing.

 

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About the Author

Shana Baumgartner is an enrolled member of the Oglala Sioux Tribe and a descendant of an off-reservation “Indian” Boarding School survivor. She is an educator, writer, and editor and resides in the U.S. with her partner and three children.